okaayy, so, not a whole lot has changed....Prom was a few weeks ago. Definitely a good time. here's some pics...i might update more later...but idk.
 other than that..i just cant wait till summmerrr!!!

Me and Taylor                                          Tray, Taylor, Me and Tracy.(also said to be my future family)lol
 
Sun is freakin bright. lol

Me and Tray.                                                       T went down to the resturaunt early to set up.

Taylor and I                                                                                   Jerron and Hilary
 
Shanise and Montre                                                        Me and Taylor's mom, Stacy.
 
Me and T                                                                    The Guys

Our Dinner Group                                                                          HP and I

dont ask...lol                                                                         Gert, Linds and I

Talk about true love....5 years and going strong        Me and Roo!

Kirst and I                                                                                 Professional pic.

other than that...not a whole lot is going on...i'm just ready for summer. Only 3 more days left of school (thank god) i'm excited for Steamboat days, and even being able to work more. lol..ohhh yeah, aannnnddd i'm excited for my newest surprise! lol..(Taylor cant keep a secret and told me ahead of time)
  This is a picture of them. They're 3 promise rings Taylor is trying to pic from... We've been through a lot, and we grew apart for a while. dated other people, but in the end grew back together and realized that we're only truely happy with eachother....i dont know exactly what he's promising yet, i know a few things, but he said he's going to tell me all of his promises when he gives it to me...so I'll keep you updated!

but the last two are waaayyyyyy to expensive and i wont allow him to buy them for me...lol but he already said that he's gonna do what he wants, so we'll see what happends!

 Okay so, I said I probably wont update until either something really exciting happens, or anything. But actually, I've just had a lot on my mind latley.....Mainly these 3 people..

Dori- When she was healthy, and then signing Sonja to Indian Hills (when she was sick)
   Always smiling, happy, polite and caring...even through the hardest times of her life. From Mama Dori i've learned to be patient, love like you'll never have the chance again, dont be afraid to open up to people...and its not wrong to go out of your way to help others....
  I try to live life by all of these things that came so naturally to her....but even when things arent easy, I believe things will get better in time...because she never lost any of these qualities through her sickness..and I admire every bit of her courage.

Danielle-  I only had pictures on this computer of Dani from out of the paper, but they are good enough for its purpose. I honestly dont have a clue where to start with Dani....she makes me feel weak, and ruthless. When i look at her, i see myself as not even close to comparable.
  Dani has taught me tons too. As a young fighter, she taught me to never give up, always strive for what you believe in. Dont ever take a day for granted, and dont overlook the simple things in life.
  Even though the past few months of Dani's life were spent in the hospital, she was still so strong, and i cant even count how many times i thought to myself, "I admire her, I would have given up so long ago". And it's true, if i had only half of Dani's strength, i feel like i'd have the world. And now, when i catch myself getting caught up in little things, i stop and think about her, and take a second to just look at simple things..like snow, rain, trees, laughter, smiles and happiness. And i try not to take ANYTHING for granted, because i know i dont diserve what i have...but i more than appriciate it. And its because of her that I want to strive to succeed so badly, because i realize that i have that opportunity that a lot of others, that diserve it a lot more, are never given...

And last but not least...

Ava and Olivia- Our two baby angels....its amazing how two girls so little could make you think sooo much. And I think i can speak for all of our friends when i say, I've never had such a dramatic shift of moods as i did with these two. When we first found out Hannah was going to be a big sister, we were all estatic. It was almost like we were all going to be big sisters. We thought things through, like who would babysit at what times, how old they'd be when we leave for college, how old they'd be when we could buy them alcohal. lol...all of the little things big sisters look forward to. But I'll never forget when i first found out the girls were sick. I called Han and she answered the phone bawling, explaining everything..and within a short period of time, i was crying too....then nothing sticks in my mind more clear than the night all of our well thought out plans were crashed....I've never cried so hard, for so long in my life....and we all stood outside just crying, try to stay strong for Hannah, but mad at the world at the same time...
  From these 2 angels, I quickly learned that something you care about can be taken away from you just as easily, if not more easily than it was handed to you.

Things have been really good latley to be honest......school is winding down, we made our senior schedules the other day, Andrew and I are back to being best friends which is just what we need right now. and everything is just a lot more comfortable and relaxed latley..I'm staying with Maggie for like 4 days in a couple weeks, so i'm excited...oh yeah, and i cant wait for <summer3!

  But everyone has those down days too...but when i have mine, i just think of things like....
 Softball season and Dori cheering us on at everygame...even still today.
And when i have my doubts about why things happen or why life isnt always fair... I look down at my wrist everyday and see this. And i realize that I could be a lot worse off. And no matter what i go through, Dani is always there...along with Ava, Olivia and Dori.

  But for when i need more than just remembering...i need someone to spill all of my frustrations to....I have these guys...
 Except for Hannah, because this picture was taken for her when she was in Florida with her family trying to have the operation to save Ava and Olivia....But i know that if i needed anything, every single one of these people would be more than willing to help. Because last summer we all became so close all over agian....And it sucks that it took such a tragic week to make us realize how much we need eachother...but now i know. and i love each and every one of them with everything i have.

Basically...these guys, the Fab 15,  and <our angels3 are all i need.

sooo. i dont really like updating xanga anymore....so this will probably be my last post for a while....if not, my last...unless something really exciting happends.

basically. I love this girl.

oh yeah....and him too....haha
  <33

this weekend was fun. These 3 = amazing.


And of course....we can't forget about Sadie....<3 lol.

Christmas is comming up soon, and i couldn't ask for anything more. I love this time of year!

Oh yeah, I quit Joe's, miss the people, but i'm looooovvin' the new job!

that's it. goodbye.

 alright so, actually a lot has been goin on, but i'm to busy to update, and xanga is gay anymore. so i dont really care. And just for the record I'm barley ever on xanga, and i dont look at some of your sites, that you may think. I really only go to my site, and ocassionally i'll visit like 5 of my closest friends sites, but really that's it. I dont really waste my time on just surfing through xangas....but anways.

Last weekend was A BLAST Friday went to Andrew's last football game, that was fun, but at the same time sad.

<favorite pic EVER of Julia.<seriously, WTF!

^^Poses made possible by Jordan. haha.
After that just went out to eat with Andrew real quick then went home and went to bed.
Saturday woke up daammmnn early, picked up Andrew and left town to go to the Iowa Game by about 7am. It was cold, but definitley a good time! After that, we went to Olive Garden to eat, visited my sister, Maggie for a little while, then went to "A Haunted Barn" haha. it was a good day, Didnt get back into town till about 9, and passsed out right away. haha

  

<Mitch King Babay!
<Passssed out in the car. haha.

Sunday- picked up Kirstin and went over to Sonjas for a few hours, for a fish fry, and to catch up, I miss that girl like crazy!
< I love these two girls more than i could ever explain. <sisters333333

  so, that's it for now, This Saturday leaving town at 7:30am for the State Cheerleading competition! then stayin the night in a hotel up there Saturday night, be home Sunday afternoon. I'll most likely just add those pictures to this post like Sunday or Monday night!

Oh yeah. P.S. Andrew and I ended up at a random Harley Shop? haha. It was pretty sweet.

 haha. oh man. <life3

Pics at the game (black out night!)
 


 

afterwards went to Breezy's. (dont know what the hell Lizzie is doin! lol)

Pics At the port and Big Muddy's




^^ might be the WB king for a week, but he's ALWAYS MY king!          ^^ My fav. queen
< Traditional pic!

<needed to take one more pic. of course me and kara would do something like this. lol

So overall i had a really good weekend.Thursday- went to the WB pep rally and watched Andrew get crowned. that was cute!  Then babysat Jayden and Jasmine for a little bit. <3 i love those kids!
Friday- went to the HC game, we had a "Black Out" theme, but at half time we all stripped into all purple. i must admit it was sweet! then met up with Andrew at Perkins, and ended up stoppin by Breezy's
Saturday- got ready for the dance, Andrew came over and took pictures, then everyone met down at the fountains to take pics. Went to Big Muddy's to eat. then THE DANCE! i went to the dance with Selleck, must admit he was a mighty fine date! ladies watch out!!! lol. Then after the dance went back and stayed at Peas' cabin. That was deff. a fun night! (with the exceptions of  Brad and Sadie kicking me, and Patton's feet hanging down over the chair into me and Andrew's faces. haha). but it was all good.  and i give Tyler, KP, Nate, and Matt big props for makin that fort at 5am! haha. I'll admit, it was pretty sweet!

 this week better fly by. goin to see maggie on saturday. cant wait. <3 other than that, this is  a long update, should prolly last a while. <3